#3 on the floor i slept

I was very drowsy and a complete mess yesterday


I felt dizzy and fell down not less that 5 times.


The last fall made me gave up and I ended up sleeping on the floor.


What kind of life I am leading.


Nothing in my life is 100% beautiful anymore.


Nothing excites me but gives me more anxiety attacks instead.


I feel paranoid


I feel like I am going to die young with no daughter or son.


A mess.


xoxo
Mieka